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xxlifeisworthitxx

where the story ends.
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i miss writing like i did here.
heartbroken and wild and uncensored and unrelenting.
i just didn't care.

i hate who i was though.
i hate her so much.
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it's been an awfully long time and so much has changed since this was an active deviant art account.
almost everything, including me!

to anyone who is interested, i have another deviantart account. i invite you all to come and read or just chat or anything.
if you are indeed interested, you can find me at forever-or-yesterday.deviantart.com

if you are not interested, feel free to disregard this journal!!

thanks for reading and thanks for watching. :heart:
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I just realized

1 min read
that you're still on my facebook as "sister."

I kinda miss the way things were, but perhaps it's for the best.

Feel free to change the facebook setting, but I'm not. It's a nice reminder of who we used to be.
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As in, I still operate from a different account now. I'm here because I had a dream last night that made me question some stuff.
I know where I stand and what I expect from the people I keep close in my life. I also know what I refuse to allow anymore. Obviously, this means I don't have a great abundance of friends like I once did. But that's a pretty great thing when you consider that those who I've kept in my life are rather excellent.
But I had a dream last night that made me wonder about things forever gone. I don't think that I miss having this particular person in my life, but I do love and care about them. And it was nice to see her laughing in my dream.
I guess this is a from-the-heart hope and prayer that you always come out on top and end up very happy in life.
I'm not concerned with mending anything or reliving the past. I just wish the best of everything for you and your life.

To be a bit less subtle, you know who you are.

Stay beautiful.
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Hi all.

2 min read
So, my hiatus, though I never clarified, extended to all my internet accounts. And, surprisingly, I reached the clarity I hoped for when I began it. And I think I spent a lot of this summer being really sick, but I'm getting better. I really have changed, and I'm getting back to loving who I am. I have good reason. I'm finally getting to where I need to be at this point in my life. And there's a lot of life left to live. I'm really excited about it now.

On that note, I'm retiring this dA account. It represents who I used to be, all the good and all the bad. I've got to let go of that.
Don't get me wrong, I'm still writing. And honestly, it's looking as though I may be improving. I'm just leaving this account.
I do, however, have another deviantArt account now. If you would like to keep up with me, note me. I won't delete this account anytime soon, (I want to get all the work I don't have saved anywhere else off here first), and I'll likely check here often. I'll link you to the new account.

If you're fine leaving me to my poetry, that's all well and good. I wish the best for you. Life is beautiful; embrace it.
I've been through hell and back, but it's easing up. I see where things are meant to fall now. I'm silly with excitement about moving forward.

Here's to new beginnings and letting go of endings.

Much love. Thanks for three years of listening. :tighthug:
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